Valentine's Day. :/

Well, this morning started off on the right foot, I think. Banging on the door and whatnot. I opened the door only to be faced with a dozen beautiful roses. I wasn't sure what to think at first, then I realized who they were from.

*sigh* I couldn't help but feel guilty. Whereas my mother started to bitch and mope around the house while blaring the most depressing music you could ever think of. It was really getting on my nerves. Especially her smart-ass remarks about the roses and everything Valentine's related. I tried to cheer her up, but there's no use. And as soon as she saw me getting dressed and putting on all my make-up, she got even more irate thinking I was going to leave the house.

It seems like every holiday is like this. Wait, no, EVERY DAY IS LIKE THIS. I get the guilt trip for having a life, so I try to restrict my plans... it blows. I want to kick something, but I can't. v.v

I would have gone to the movies or whatever Pappe had in mind if it wasn't for the taunting and crap I was going to get once I returned home. I've grown tired of it, so i suppose the best thing I can to is stay at home.

I also received a Valentine's gift from Luke. xD It was a bunch of job applications from around town. :p So, I was pretty thankful for that since my mother has a problem with leaving the house at anytime. She still has yet to teach me how to drive stick. >:[ I don't think she understand the fact that if she taught me to drive it, I could go do things on my own.

... or maybe she understands it completely and just doesn't want me leaving.

Fuck.

Well, I'm going to try and enjoy the rest of my day laying around the house and eating junk food.
Hope your days go well.